Frustration

I have lots of frustrations in life. Dari kecik sampai tua ni macam2 benda jadi, good and bad things. Some are not within control, some are just meant to happened.


While on previous, previous post I did mentioned about my satisfaction when the atlas is almost done; sebenarnya it's not. We were supposed to get it ready for the conference, somehow it's not. I don't blame myself for it. I did my part and the rest are the bosses' decision. I'm quite disappointed because I spent hours cracking my head to finish it on time.


I had sort of an interview yesterday. It wasn't meant to be an interview, I was told that it is just a "get-to-know" sort of meeting. I did badly. I bukannya nak cover2 whatsoever, it was bad. I wasn't mentally prepared to be questioned by 5-6 people from that company at the tower. Am I sad that most probably I won't be selected? Not at all. But, I have a little bit of guiltiness since it doesn't only involve me, it's also concerning others.


You know that kind of feeling when someone shares their problem; you wanna do something to help, but there's nothing u can actually do other than just listen, and your occasionally "ooo", "laaaa...ye ke?", "hmmmm" and many other sounds that u wish could make the situation better.


I wonder if there's any therapy for all the frustrations. I eat. And I can really eat in those times...hehe

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