update sebelum puasa

Pernah tak dapat invitation & you had to decline for certain reason? Ohhh... i do that all the time. But, pernah tak dapat invitation makan2 & you had to decline, and you mintak pulak orang yang ajak tu buat balik makan2 tu next time untuk you?


See? That's why i ni anti-KpgJagung. Ce imagine kalau orang ajak gi kenduri kahwin & kita tak boleh nak pergi; takkan la kita nak orang tu postpone kenduri kahwin dia semata2 sebab kita tak boleh nak attend. Takkan la jugak kita nak suruh orang tu buat makan2 lain untuk kita sebab kita takde masa kenduri tu. Takkan la orang semua kena ikut availability kita baru boleh nak plan.... kannnn?


Okay, enough with the KpgJagung stuff. I was away for five days last week for a fieldtrip (again!) at Langkawi. I didn't get to do much shopping though; just few hours in between errands which i spent time to get PK's pinggan mangkuk Korel itu..memang i pun takde apa nak dibeli pun. Nasib baik i ni cepat jugak menangkap corak daun hijau yang dia dok berkenan tu. Maybe next time i nak pergi lagi la, saje jalan2. I find it quite interesting jugak; tak banyak kereta, jalan pun takde la sampai nak sesat2 sangat; lagipun apa la gunanya gps & peta kannn, unless you are under extreme pressure macam kitorg hari tu. Mana nak ingat jalan, bawak pulak slow macam siput, bawak laju sikit orang belakang tertinggal; lambat sampai tempat makan komplen pulak; makan tak cukup komplen jugak; lapar sikit tak boleh, share katil tak boleh... ishhh... i can go on and on kalau nak pok pek pasal rakyat KpgJagung ni. Anyway, i hope that's the last trip for me. I hope to manage from opis only; idak le akak yang dah tua ni kena melayan uolls tu adik2 KpgJagung oiii...


My downstairs neighbor knocked at the door just now, with a cat. I saw that cat on the staircase this morning. I knew that she wanted me to take in the cat. Masalahnya kak oiii...i already have 18. I know adding another one won't make any difference. But, adding a new cat to the family will take time, and it'll cause a tense environment among the existing anti-social society. I'll be at work during day time, macamana la i nak monitor supaya depa semua tak gaduh. Yang ada sekarang ni pun asyik gaduh je. hmmm...i hope the cat's gonna be okay. Although the cat cuma lalu je sekejap kat luar pintu, i tau Poi syak something. She's been staring & sniffing at the door dari tadi. Macamana la i nak percaya dia takkan buat apa2 kat budak kecik tu nanti... Sekarang dia dah terlentang nak tido betul2 kat depan pintu sambil muka dia mengendap ikut bawah lubang pintu...ayoook. Maybe it's about time that we educate people; mungkin dari sekolah lagi patut ajar kot. Animals are makhluk tuhan jugak; no matter in what form they are born. We should educate dari baby lagi kot, cuba sayang binatang. I don't blame akak nyonya bawah tu; at least dia ada rasa kesian kat kucing tu. Cuma i hope people like her will try to take the responsible jugak. Cuba jangan harapkan orang lain untuk jaga. We ourselves have to take part. Idak le asyik2 antar kucing ramai2 kat orang yang dah memang ada banyak kucing. No, i'm not talking about myself here. I'm saying this on behalf of many people out there. Memang kita tak kesah nak jaga, but isn't it better kalau ada lebih ramai yang boleh jaga kucing2 terbiar ni?


Sesambil menulis ni, i'm watching a drama at channel indon. Ni semua angkara my mother who keeps texting me menyuruh i tengok citer tu. Biasa la drama2 seberang ni, slow semacam je kadang tu. But, one thing i like about this drama is about the character; cakap lemah lembut, sopan, sabar, marah pun tak tinggi2 suara... kapan dong mau jadi kayak gitu???


Ok le...next time sambung balik. Selamat berpuasa ye!

kadang2 kita kena jugak berangan...

Kata orang, seronok kalau kerja boleh jalan2 ni...tak la terperap kat opis je. Itu kata orang. Kata orang yang kerja dia kena duduk atas kerusi sambil ketip2 keyboard. Maybe i'd say the the same thing if i were in their shoes. Well, actually, i do hope i am in their shoes.


I envy everyone who is lucky enough not to have to work outdoor. Not that i hate outdoor things; i ni bukan la lembik sangat rasanya. But, i've been working under the hot sun for years. Dari zaman belajar, sampai i dah kerja almost 14 years; asyikkk la kena berjemur. Bukan la i ni mengada2 takut hitam ke apa; dah memang gelap pun; masalahnya i think i've had enough. Itu je. Is it so hard for people to understand that? Can't they imagine how restless i can be because of the heat? I'm not young anymore, and i know my body is not capable to tolerate the weather as much as i can when i was younger. I don't think they can imagine how uncomfortable i can be when the heat is trapped inside me, how my face feels burning all the time. Sangat2 tak selesa tauuuu!!!


I've been thinking a lot lately...agaknya sebab sekarang ni jiwa tengah kusut sebab ada fieltrip tak lama lagi kot. I think i should stop doing things that i don't like. I think i should focus on things yang boleh buat hidup ni lebih meaningful, something different. Macam kahwin??? ...hahaha...habis la, PK mesti tengah kata i gila tu. Seriously, if money is not an issue, and hiring a pet sitter is not a problem at all...then i think i'll spend most of my time traveling. Kan PK kan...we would've gone to Landen this week and NiuZilen next week, and off to some weird sounding country somewhere in the middle of the Mediterranean Sea the other week. Gila best gitu kan... i tau me_cnor mesti tengah sengih imagine2 ni kan? But then again; i don't think there's anyone i can trust enough to leave the FCs with, except for PK and my siblings. Itu pun, kalau boleh i want them to stay at my place so that they won't miss anything & the FCs doesn't feel abandoned. Sangat cerewet kannn??? Takpe...takpe... i'll work that out when the time comes...wahahahahaaaa


Seriously, i know i have lots of leaves to be finished by end of the year. Except for the few days plan nak berpoya2 hujung tahun ni; yang lain i langsung tak tau nak buat apa. Nak ambik cuti raya panjang2 pun buat apa? Makcik2 kat KL ni the first day raya dah abis dah. Itupun dah campur setengah hari terbongkang depan tv tengok drama2 raya. What else can i do? Adakah i patut ambik cuti & pergi kursus2 motivasi? Shall i go to baking classes and hope that one day i can earn my living memukul telur instead of menukul batu? Or, should i just wait until end of year, take leave, and just stay at home...as usual? Most likely that's the best option. But meanwhile, i should think of something different than the usual routine wake up-eat-'tescoing'/'gianting' etc. Maybe i should get back to my old hobby; that pencil and drawing paper thing? But first; i should put a reminder to myself to make my house as comfortable as i could so that i won't find any excuse to spend my time outside. Err...PK, cancel the spa thingy, i think i'd like a new house for my birthday present next year, bleh?