Friday, March 25

genting

I think the last time i went to Genting was when i was in primary school.  Ada la jugak lalu tapi tak pernah naik sampai atas.  After the wedding at home, i pun ikut la PK sekeluarga berpoya2 ke Genting.  This is our first trip together dengan SJ.   SJ langsung tak tau menahu, tapi kami yang beria2 bergumbira.
Macam biasa, the first thing i always do is to take photos of the room; ie sebelum bilik tersebut bersepah2.  The room is nice, the hotel is perfect, the weather is great.  Walaupun hujan sikit2 tapi overall semuanya ok, sebab our intention is not to terkinja2 dengan segala game yang ada.  But, we did take a ride on the cable car.  Itu pun setelah diberi kata putus oleh EncikD. Rupa2nya antara kami bertiga, dia yang paling gayat ye...hehe

Berjaya jugak kami ke ladang stoberi, walupun tak  berjaya memetik stoberi.  Malang sekali, takde pulak diorang jual eskrim stoberi macam kat Cameron tu. 
Itu je la kot aktiviti kami sepanjang dua hari tu.  oooo...lupa pulak. Kami ada sessi bershopping2.  Macam la kat KL ni takde kedai nak shopping kan... :-)

Thursday, March 24

the wedding

the couples, the families, the guests & the cats :
 The house are full with my aunties & cousins since tuesday.  I add myself to crowd on thursday.  This is the time where everyone meets, everyone talking, gossips in the air.  My aunties sebelah mak are all 'kompangs'; so the house is full with their loud voices, laughter and yelling.
Everything went well though it rained heavily in the afternoon. Biasa la...apa2 event pun mesti ada benda yang tak kena kan. Pengantin terlambat, kerusi tak cukup, lupa bawak bunga manggar...whatever!  Both my sister and brother cuma beza dua tahun, they were born in the same hospital, ward sebelah menyebelah; coincident pulak wedding pun sekali.  Since there are two 'pengantins', so the family table had to be splitted into two; ada pulak la yang tak cukup tempat & komplen kata "saya tak puas hati...".  Awat makcik...tak boleh ka duduk kat meja biasa?  Most of the guests are my parents' friends.  I invited only few friends, well...not my wedding anyway kan, and errr... some invited their friends along.

Hmmm...so the cats had to be caged.  I thought of sending them for boarding, tapi tuan punya kata kesian...takut stress.  So, duduk la dua2 tu dalam banglow besi dua tingkat.  One of the reason why i proposed not to have the wedding at home is because of them, and of course the chaos, kena kemas rumah, orang ramai, stress sana sini, budak2 ramai, bising...etc.

the flowers, the music :
I love flowers. Walaupun CikguMat kata tak payah letak kat tangga, nanti susah orang nak pegang...i letak jugak! 
I was quite surprise jugak when CikguMat proposed to put on some music, of course dengan beberapa syarat... only certain kind of music allowed, and not too loud.  We downloaded gamelan music, orang yang jaga PA tu pulak degil, sibuk nak pasang lagu dia yang ntahapa2, kuat pulak tu... Moral, if someone pays you, he/she is the boss; so please listen :)


me :
As expected, i received lots of queries.  Most of them are answered with a smile.  Malas nak sembang panjang, nanti tension pulak orang yang tanya tu...hehehe.  I was prepared for all this, in fact i'm always prepared; so takde la timbul rasa2 marah atau tension.  Apa nak tension2 lak...orang lain yang kawin, kan.  Tension; bukan sebab orang tanya or sebab adik2 dah kawin.  Tension; sebab sometimes i find it more difficult to communicate with certain people.  Mungkin sebab orang tua; or perhaps sebab i yang semakin tua...hahahha

Thursday, March 17

Frustration

I have lots of frustrations in life. Dari kecik sampai tua ni macam2 benda jadi, good and bad things. Some are not within control, some are just meant to happened.


While on previous, previous post I did mentioned about my satisfaction when the atlas is almost done; sebenarnya it's not. We were supposed to get it ready for the conference, somehow it's not. I don't blame myself for it. I did my part and the rest are the bosses' decision. I'm quite disappointed because I spent hours cracking my head to finish it on time.


I had sort of an interview yesterday. It wasn't meant to be an interview, I was told that it is just a "get-to-know" sort of meeting. I did badly. I bukannya nak cover2 whatsoever, it was bad. I wasn't mentally prepared to be questioned by 5-6 people from that company at the tower. Am I sad that most probably I won't be selected? Not at all. But, I have a little bit of guiltiness since it doesn't only involve me, it's also concerning others.


You know that kind of feeling when someone shares their problem; you wanna do something to help, but there's nothing u can actually do other than just listen, and your occasionally "ooo", "laaaa...ye ke?", "hmmmm" and many other sounds that u wish could make the situation better.


I wonder if there's any therapy for all the frustrations. I eat. And I can really eat in those times...hehe
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Monday, March 7

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Live from the event hall...hehehe