random ramblings

"lelaki kahwin lambat sbb he is perfect. perfect man is normally gay." I got that from my twitter and it made me gelakguling2. there's another status from the same person that goes something like 'lelaki kahwin lambat sbb nak perempuan yg perfect padahal diri sendiri pun xbrp lelaki'. haha...and the statement came from a man ye, bukan perempuan. ye la kan, takkan laki normal bawak bag mengalahkan handbag pompuan, mulut berceloteh tak henti, kuat merajuk. ishhh...xde kot laki normal gitu. ehhh...i ni macam tengah describe selebriti sorang tu je kan. itu yang teringat pun.


I kenal sorang lelaki yang boleh merajuk. I tau laki boleh merajuk dengan bini. ehhh... kalau bukan dengan bini mana ada lelaki nak merajuk kan. tak ke janggal nak merajuk dengan kawan sendiri, be it kawan perempuan, lagi la dengan kawan lelaki. sungguh tak macho. tu jenis yang kalau masuk rancangan money drop tu harus masam muka tak puas hati kalau jawapan salah tu. speaking of which, I tengah tengok cerita tu sambil2 tulis ni. errr...i ingat pramugari je yg dolu2 lawa, sekarang ni tak berapa lawa sangat; rupa2nya pramugara pun sama ek? tak nampak hensem pun pramugara yang masuk ni?


kenapa lelaki boleh pilih nak jadi pramugara? tak ke macam banyak kerja lain yang memerlukan sifat2 lelaki. bukan la kata kerja pramugara tu tak guna kudrat sebagai lelaki. tapi ye la, kalau setakat nak tolak troli tu, pompuan pun boleh tolak. mungkin fungsi pramugara ni more to please the eyes of penumpang2 pompuan gedik. ntah la, I don't seem to see the importance of having a steward & tak pernah pulak I rasa looking forward to look at them bila naik katerbang.


I asked a friend if he has started packing since he'll be off to work overseas for 2 years. I imagine kalau I la, sure dah bagai nak rak I mengemas tu sebab takut tertinggal macam2. silap2 nak pakai baju pun main tarik dari dalam beg je sekarang. but this friend of mine kata packing is easy; yang dia risau cuma kerja dia sangat banyak & takut tak sempat siap. and his trip is about in two weeks time. isshhh...heran sungguh orang kata packing tu senang. I overheard almost the same comment from a colleague. so, I assume that kebanyakan lelaki memang sempoi, tak payah pack barang banyak2 & tak payah kelam kabut. I tengok my father & adik laki pun senang je pack barang kalau nak ke mana2. beg plastik pun jadi je. so, I came to another conclusion that, lelaki sejati memang simple, tak payah nak kepoh2 kemas gadget2 bagai. yang kemas barang bersungguh2 macam nak bawak satu bilik adalah pompuan or laki yang tak berapa sejati.


teringat pulak lagu sejati wings tu. sakit sungguh mata & telinga ni bila tengok iklan konsert awi & ela kat tv tu. awi ketul2 tu ok la, makcik ela tu kenapa makin 'manja' lak I tengok? manja tu tak sesuai dah dengan dia tu...gedik sesuai. meroyan apa, umur dah lebih patpuluh nak manja2 lagi. ni mesti ada kaitan with the fact that dia tak kahwin ni.


I rasa la kan, orang yang dah berumur tapi tak kahwin ni mesti ada benda yang pelik pasal dia. not necessarily pelik in a bad sense; mungkin jugak pelik yang harmless untuk dia & orang2 keliling dia. kalau there's nothing wrong with their head, tak kan dia tak berfikir macam orang2 normal lain kan; for whatever the reason may be. ye la, I bercakap ni macam la I tak termasuk dalam golongan orang pelik ni kan. I pun pelik la sekali kot, cuma I sendiri tak tau tang mana yang tak kena dengan kepala ni. lantak la, I tak menyusahkan orang pun.


speaking of menyusahkan ni, I terpaksa la menyusahkan adik lelaki I esok. I bought a new remote for my astero. yang lama tu tak leh nak tekan butang info dah...kerap sangat tekan kot sampai dia dah malas kerja. tak reti le pulak I nak configure benda tu. dah puas tekan sana sini ikut arahan pun tak jadi jugak. tu la kelemahan otak I ni. tak pandai betul bab2 ni. I pernah beli kipas berdiri tu, puas I godek nak pasang kan kaki dia tak jadi jugak. I siap syak kedai tu jual kipas reject lagi. few times jugak I pergi tengok kat section electric kat pasaraya macamana la diorang pasang kaki tu. balik try tak jadi jugak. I brought the fan to my brother & he took less than a minute to get it done. cehhh. pernah jugak dulu PK bought a table yang ada kaki boleh lipat. we don't know how to get the kaki to stand straight. we almost get rid of the table. and my brother took less than 2 minutes to figure out the thing. ye..otak lelaki memang dijadikan lebih cekap dalam hal2 gitu. and it's a gift kalau ada orang yang cekap dalam hal2 lelaki, and at the same time jugak ada hati yang sensitip macam perempuan... which, make them someone yang pelik; or in a worst case...a gay! hahaha...

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blame it on the weather

Ada masanya, kita rasa kita buat apa yang betul. At least we think that's the right thing to do at that particular moment. Then, after a while or sometimes days..or months after baru kita sedar yang 'owhhh damn it!...i shouldn't have done that..!! ...and it's too late by then. I sometimes experience that kind of thing. Kadang terlepas cakap. Maklum la..mulut laju je kan. Kadang terlepas perbuatan. Tangan pun kadang tu susah nak control jugak. We do things uncontrollably. Tak ter'control' oleh akal and hati kita but controlled by kepala kita yang most of the time dikawal pulak oleh syaitan.


I'm not the type yang akan rasa menyesal. Ada la kekadang tu rasa macam sikit2 menyesal like 'kenapa la aku beli beg bodoh ni...patut beli la coach ke apa...' cewahhh...contohhh! something like that. But i've never really regretted over something so badly. No matter how huge the mess i've made. I tak menyesal pun spent 8 years at the old company who treated me as if without diorang bagi gaji i boleh mati kebuluran. Without the experience, i mungkin jadi orang yang tak reti hidup susah sekarang ni. I've never regretted any decision i've made, mainly because i truly believe that whatever happened is all fated to me. They are all qada' and qadar. I choose to go with the flow.


I sometimes wonder if i am being too nice to certain people; but at the same time i treat others badly. ok..i tak la teruk sangat kot. Takde la sampai jeling orang sampai nak juling or pukul orang tak tentu pasal; but i admit that i am being unfair or buat2 tak layan to certain people. I do have that guilt; especially when that person cuba jugak nak berbaik2 macam tolong bagi sudu whatever...hahaha. Siapa la tu kan? I have that tendency or capability to ignore people. I hate it but kekadang benda tu memang tak boleh control...alasan kan. Adakah i seumpama kacang lupakan kulit? Yesterday i called a friend, whom i've been ignoring sekarang ni sebab i simply feel bored of that person (boleh??). I memang teruk kan. I called sebab i felt guilty, itu je...not because i suddenly dah dapat cahaya kesedaran and rasa berdosa whatsoever. Did i feel better after that call? Nope. Well, just a little bit, rasa la kurang bersalah sikit. But, it didn't change a bit of my sifat kacang lupakan kulit tu. I masih ada rasa tak puashati or dalam bahasa yang betul2nya; mengutuk dalam hati. Maybe i should think of all the nice things, how things were good before, how nice i've been treated all this while and bla..bla. Did i change? or did the other party change? or actually, neither of us did? i choose to wait and see.


Maybe at that particular time, everything seems just right for us. Tetiba sekarang; dengan perubahan cuaca kekadang panas, kekadang hujan; belum masuk bab banjir kat mana2; ombak pulak tinggi...maybe, maybe it changes the mood. My mood sebenarnya. I don't blame orang lain. It's me, i know. Shall i 'unfriend' this person? No. Definitely not by me. I ni dah la tak ramai kawan. I've decided to stay or shall i rephrase.. at this moment i shall pretend; to be the same person i've been before as much and as long as i could. Time will decide how things will be in the future. i hope for the best; whatever it may be.