home to office and back home again

atas hiway yang jam

sunrise from the expressway

nampak tak satu per tiga klcc in between?

once the tallest building

ala2 avatar tak lampu rambu2 tu? ..hehe

sunset when i reached home

saya sangat marah

Today is Monday, and it's okay if i'm not in the mood to be extra nice.  In fact everybody is not in their 'bestest' angin when it's Monday kan?  Things that bug me today :


1 : Why is my computer super slow?  Not only today, but it's been slowing down my work all this while.  Maklum la free space kadang tu less than 1Mb...boleh?  What else can i delete from the machine? Semua software/file nak guna...

2 : I tengah marah dengan my own makcik sekarang ni.  She's into this network marketing ke hapa.  Suka dia la kan dia nak join apa benda sekalipun, nak jual juice ke, nak jual piring kaca ke, nak jual ranting pokok pun i tak kesah.  Tapikan, boleh tak jangan sepah2kan my pesbuk wall?  Or worst still, boleh tak jangan cakap as if whatever u are doing is the best job in the world and kalau orang lain taknak join that thing u are doing tu semua orang macam tak guna and tak berfikiran jauh whatsoever?  I don't mind the selling part, bagus la kalau u rasa benda tu boleh menambahkan pendapatan ke, if it makes u or anyone else jutawan ke; but, have some sensibility.. sell your things, but don't criticize others.

3 : rasa nak marah tengok muka MatBlurr hari ni.  I remembered the day when he told me that bos baru dia suruh dia tukar tempat; padahal we came to know later that sebenarnya dia yang mintak dari bos baru dia nak tukar tempat.  Apa? Ingat we all ni heran sangat ke kalau dia nak tukar tempat tu... ceria sikit tempat tu kalau dia takde.  Tipu tu yang buat i marah, bukan sebab dia nak pindah tempat tu.

4 : Kenapa la Golumn ni asyik ulang-alik ke depan belakang.  Tau la dia ada kat opis hari ni, takyah la nak tunjuk dia ada.  Kacau tauuuuu!!!!

5 : i am sooo, very, very angry with mc#1 for not replying my messages and calls padahal dia yang kata nak call and nak datang.  This is not the first time he didn't return my messages, or ignore janji2 manis sendiri.  I tak pernah kesah pun, i never initiated any appointment, never bother to ask pun kalau tetiba dia cancel; but this time i am the one who needs his help.  I called and smsed sebab bos i nak mintak tolong.  Bukannya i nak tergedik2 ke apa.  ....Kenapa la i berkawan dengan makcik2 ni...


Hope the rest of the day will be better...hehehheheeee!!!

new year

I intended  to post something about New Year.  Tapikan, memandangkan mood yang suam2 kuku gitu, maka terpaksa la post ni di postpone beberapa kali.  Kena jugak tulis something sebab nak lawan me_cnor yang bertubi2 mengomen & menghapdate (azam tahun baru kah?)



I never had any resolution before.  Kenapa? Entah la.  I coudn't stick to any kot.  Di kala orang lain sibuk dengan azam2 tahun baru; nak rajin keje, nak jaga badan, i masih lagi terpinga2 macam tahun2 sebelum ni.  What had i achieve tahun 2010 ? Let me see...

1 : i berjaya menjaga status sebagai ibu kepada 18.  Not really a good mom, but at least i know my duties.  And they've been great companions, walaupun kekadang ada jugak menimbulkan rasa marah dan huru-hara di sana sini. 

2 : walaupun status diri tak berubah, i berjaya hidup dalam keadaan emosi yang tenang & aman damai despite the fact that orang lain seme status dah berubah2.  Kalau isi borang tu dah macam2 la kena isi bak katanya.  I'm really greatful for this 'gift' sebab kalau tak, musti hidup i akan gundah gulana memandangkan rakan2 sebaya dah hampir menyambut menantu, kita pulak duk sibuk terkinja2 sana sini mencari boipren (contoh je ni...not me ye!).

3 : lupa lak...my status berubah sikit.  I'm an aunt...hehe.

4 : seriously, is that all???


I want to have a good start for the year.  Something fresh, something new, something to boost my energy and spirit.  Shall i not visit Tesko every weekend anymore?  Tak boleh... makanan budak2 bawah tu kena jugak beli.  Should i stop visiting every other mall, supermarket etc?  Tak boleh jugak.  What shall i do di hari2 minggu?  Takkan nak duduk diam2 je mengadap tv & mendownload cerita, i still have to go out and eat kan.  Besides, even if i really, really, really do not feel  like going out, mesti ada je sesapa yang tepon.  Nak ajak makan la, nak ajak gi beli manik la, nak beli loyang la, dah pesan kat orang tu suruh beli...dia tak belikan la... So, makcik ni jugeekkk la yang kena suruh kan.  Kenapa la tak habis2 diskriminasi terhadap orang2 yang tak kawin ni?  hahahaha....


New addition to my boring life sempena tahun baru ni :

1 : I got myself a new toy on the first day of the year.  Something yang bagi orang lain mungkin cuma 'elehhhhh' je, but i gave it a seriously, serious thought takut membazir if i don't fully utilise it.  Bila lagi nak pamper diri sendiri after all the hard work. Don't i deserve something without being guilty?  hmmmm...so far, it's perfectly fine & i have no complaints walaupun mc#1 bermati-matian tak approve dengan my decision tu...tak kesah pun!

2 : I've also changed my telco provider after almost ten years with the previous one.  Good-bai meksis, i'm now with the yellow creature...hehe.

3 : I planned to get rid of my credit card & change it to a new one.  Pilihan hati dah ada but i don't have the time yet nak gi usha2.  The reason for changing is i'm bored with the current bank...mmmmm.

4 : oooohhhh come on! i'm no different from any other human.  I dream of many, many other new things.  Kete baru ke, camera baru ke, perabot baru ke... paling best kalau dapat rumah baru, tepi pantai, takyah keje....uuuuuuuhhhhhhhh....