So many things happen to people I know this ramadhan. A neighbour felt from a tree, broke his ribs, and passed away few days before raya. Another neighbour's daughter suddenly had terrible headache, admitted to hospital, one of her eyes popped out, and is still in coma. CikSecretary's husband was admitted due to dengue, and not long after that, she followed suit. My sister lost one of her cutest FC, Mona a few days before raya.
Ini la dugaan namanya. He doesn't test His umat unless he/she is capable of getting through it. I spoke to my neighbour, whose daughter is ill. He seems calm; redha for whatever is coming and at the same time hoping that the doctors would find a way to help his poor daughter, although it seems like there's not much room for discussions with them.
These things made me realize how lucky I am. I have all I wanted, things ran smoothly, everything seems easy for me. I'm really, really grateful, I'm blessed, I'm lucky. Tapi disebabkan dalam hati ni dah lama sangat setan bertapak kan, I still have qualms, I still question why things happened this way and not the way I wanted, and on..and on. I get upset when I coughs so much, when my calls wasn't answered, bila orang tak mintak maaf masa raya ni and so many other tiny, petty things. But above all that, I hope that He'll grant me with wisdom to think wisely, I hope that my path will still be as clear and smooth because I know that I'm not quite a strong person.
Please forgive me for all my wrongdoings. Happy Raya, all!
Ini la dugaan namanya. He doesn't test His umat unless he/she is capable of getting through it. I spoke to my neighbour, whose daughter is ill. He seems calm; redha for whatever is coming and at the same time hoping that the doctors would find a way to help his poor daughter, although it seems like there's not much room for discussions with them.
These things made me realize how lucky I am. I have all I wanted, things ran smoothly, everything seems easy for me. I'm really, really grateful, I'm blessed, I'm lucky. Tapi disebabkan dalam hati ni dah lama sangat setan bertapak kan, I still have qualms, I still question why things happened this way and not the way I wanted, and on..and on. I get upset when I coughs so much, when my calls wasn't answered, bila orang tak mintak maaf masa raya ni and so many other tiny, petty things. But above all that, I hope that He'll grant me with wisdom to think wisely, I hope that my path will still be as clear and smooth because I know that I'm not quite a strong person.
Please forgive me for all my wrongdoings. Happy Raya, all!
