Thursday, July 29

hati ku yang sakit

I've been wanting to write about MatBlurr dah lama, tapi memandangkan tahap ketidaksukaan tu agak tinggi, so my words would be very harsh.  Since suhu dah agak suam2 kuku sekarang, so i think i have a few 'lesson learnt' nak share.


Moral daripada beberapa kejadian kat opis yang melibatkan MatBlurr :

1. tolong jangan luruskan rambut kalau sayang nak beli credit tepon
2. sila makan makanan yang berzat kalau taknak selalu sakit; jangan asyik makan 2 ekor ikan dengan minyak zaitun setiap kali lunch
3. sila jangan pinjamkan reta company kepada orang luar dan mintak rokok sebagai balasan kalau lepas tu nak buat2 lupa
4. don't sip your water loudly, at least not in front of me.  Sebagai pompuan sopan (ehemmm!!!) bunyi2 tersebut amatlah menyesakkan telinga
5. sila la belajar menjadi gentleman, say sorry kalau dah buat salah.  Ohhh...adakah dia tak tau dia buat salah???
6. jangan buat statement2 or status2 kat pesbuk yang boleh membuat orang salah tafsir; kekononnya as if u are describing a girl padahal it's a bicycle, donat, kasut or whatever
7.  do not talk on your phone too loud as if u kat pasar borong.  I'm not interested to know your affairs (kalau ada la kan...)
8.  merujuk kepada no.7, sambil bercakap sila duduk setempat, jangan berjalan dari hujung ke hujung opis
9.  kalau boleh try to make yourself invisible so that i can't see you supaya i tak jumpa apa2 yang boleh buat i panas hati
10.  last, but not least... do not lie to me.  I knew it all this while.  I bukan kanak2 tau...


p/s : i can be a little bit exaggerating la kan...tapi moralnya ialah raya ni i kena mintak mahap kat dia sebab banyak mengumpat dia...hahahahhaa

Tuesday, July 13

the companions' issues

World Cup's over and the sotong kurita pun makin la glamer.  Of course, i didn't watch, so i do not know how was the game like, who's the best or worst player etc, but i do enjoy the octopus thing.  Paul the octopus doesn't know a thing about football, for sure dia memang tak tau menahu pun what's with the food choices and the photographers watching him and the ugutan2 nak bunuh dia whatsoever, but amazing how people could be so obsessed to him; ie an animal.


Having animals or pets boleh menyebabkan & menimbulkan macam2 isu.  One is, tanpa kita sedar, it brings out something inside u yang selama ni kita memang tak tau ada.  Say if selama ni u are the type yang tak pernah senyum, orang buat lawak tergolek2 pun habis2 u cuma gerakkan bibir je; try having a pet, i'm sure there'll be time u akan senyum sorang2.  It can really bring out the soft spot inside yourself.  The simplest example is my own family.  We were never the pet type people; not me, my sisters, brothers nor my parents.  My mother and father were the type yang hati kayu sikit, but now; look at them...i would never imagine they could have pets living with them.  My mom is a very reserve person, ie she seldom expresses her feelings and i could easily count how many times i saw her tears; less than a handful.  One was when my grandmother passed away, second was when i was in primary school and third was when i called her to tell her that Teh, one of her cat died.  Same goes to my father, i can't imagine the fact that he can go to our neighbors searching  for Adam who went missing and never came back since then.


But; on the other hand, i admit that there are issues yang akan boleh buat u somber.  Pets are born with tahap berfikir yang kurang dari manusia.  So, they can't think like us.  There are times where their actions boleh menggugat tahap kesabaran manusia.  But; usually no matter how hard their issues are, the worst part to deal with is usually pertaining orang2 sekeliling; could be your own family member, friends or anyone around u.  Not everyone can accept the idea that u are living with animals. But to be fair la kan, we who lives with pets cuma tinggal dengan pet tu kat rumah kita sendiri je kan.  Okay la, memang la ada certain orang yang biar pet dia merayau rata2, and that's not a good idea kalau we can't control them and menyusahkan jiran2 tetangga.  But, in cases yang pet dia langsung tak mengacau sesapa; say like me la kan.  I live together with the 18 FCs, i manage them all myself, tak pulak i mintak duit jiran, sedara ke sesapa nak jaga diaorang tu...so, i guess there's no valid reason kenapa orang boleh tak puas hati dengan i.  There's nothing more yang boleh buat orang yang ada pets ni pissed off selain daripada kata2 sinis ala2 perli memerli hal2 cenggini.  Trust me.  Kalau nak sakitkan hati orang yang ada pet, cuba la mengata hal2 kucing, anjing or ikan dia; nescaya u'll be in the defriend list.  I have friend yang i malas nak call, simply because she can't accept the fact that i have many cats and she'll find ways to sakitkan hati i dengan bagi idea2 as to why i shouldn't keep them and lama2 relate to the idea that i'm not married.  Apa la kaitannya kan?  I'm not married is it because of the cats?  I know that ada orang percaya benda tu; but, come on...my faith may not be as great as u, but i truly believe that semuanya dah ditentukan tuhan.  And the fact that i had changed from orang yang tak suka animals to what i am now, pun God's will jugak kan?  People might think that it's not normal to be living with pets where at this age i should be living with a man (walaupun kemungkinan dapat yang perangai tak tentu hala) and raising kids (ada jugak kemungkinan yang tak dengar kata) but hey, the pets bukan replacement for the man and kids.  That is something yang orang patut faham.  Even kalau i kawin, i'll still have pets around.  I'll surely look for a man who loves my FCs as much as i love them; and of course i'll definitely teach my kids dari lahir that animals are to be loved, not to be treated badly.  But, it's just so amazingly difficult to make these people understand that; especially when it's related to sedara mara.  Boleh menyebabkan kes2 masam muka la jugak kalau tak kena gaya sebab the challenge is to make them understand the idea dengan ayat dan bahasa yang sopan yet firm, and at the same time u have to control your own anger akibat kata2 diaorang yang tak sedap didengar tu.  Susah tauuuu...!



But then again; hal2 yang berkaitan dengan orang ni biasanya memang susah sikit nak handle.  We can't control what others may think.  We can only just hope that whatever we do would not make orang2 keliling kita rasa uncomfortable in any way.  I sincerely do hope that my friends would never hesitate to tell me off kalau ada apa2 yang tak kena.  It may not be easy to confront orang, and it certainly may not be easy to listen to others' comments or complains, whatever the issue is, be it about our pets, personals or our relation with anyone or anything surrounding us.  We might not change whatever we are doing or engage at the moment, probably because we just want or have to be wrong to realise; but we certainly have to know apa perasaan orang sekeliling kita so that we could have the chance to explain whatever we believe is right for us, because whatever that seems not right to u tak semestinya jugak tak betul untuk orang lain.  Kalau living with pets is not your kind of thing, then just accept the fact that ada orang lain yang boleh.  If having pets doesn't give u happiness, but instead raising kids & memasak untuk husband brings smile to your face; then just be it.  Doesn't mean that a single lady with pets is not as happy or as complete as u think u are.




* Emo la pulak di hari isnin ni kannnn....muaahahahhaa ;p

Tuesday, July 6

waka waka

Walaupun saya tidak menengok kejohanan piala dunia bolasepak (wahhh...!!) tapi saya tetap suka lagu tema dia; yang sekarang telah dengan tanpa segan silunya menjadi ringtone baru saya. Mereka2 yang kononnya peminat dan penonton tegar bolasepak pun (siapakah mereka...?) belum tentu tau menyanyi lagu ni, dan belum tentu pernah tengok video ni kannnn...heh heh.  Makanya, tidak le teruk sangat saya yang hanya main guli ni ...


PK, sila2 la tengok kejelitaan wanita di dalam video ini ye (maklum la...nak tengok wajah jelita pemandu di sebelah tiap2 masa mesti segan kan, kan, kan...? *dengan mata berkelip2)





You're a good soldier
Choosing your battles
Pick yourself up
And dust yourself off
And back in the saddle

You're on the frontline
Everyone's watching
You know it's serious
We're getting closer
This isnt over

The pressure is on
You feel it
But you've got it all
Believe it

When you fall get up
Oh oh...
And if you fall get up
Oh oh...

Tsamina mina
Zangalewa
Cuz this is Africa

Tsamina mina eh eh
Waka Waka eh eh

Tsamina mina zangalewa
Anawa aa
This time for Africa

Listen to your god
This is our motto
Your time to shine
Dont wait in line
Y vamos por Todo

People are raising
Their Expectations
Go on and feed them
This is your moment
No hesitations

Today's your day
I feel it
You paved the way
Believe it

If you get down
Get up Oh oh...
When you get down
Get up eh eh...

Tsamina mina zangalewa
Anawa aa
This time for Africa

Tsamina mina eh eh
Waka Waka eh eh

Tsamina mina zangalewa
Anawa aa

Tsamina mina eh eh
Waka Waka eh eh
Tsamina mina zangalewa
This time for Africa

Thursday, July 1

rain

 
I wish i could capture the sound of the raindrops outside my window. How pleasant and soothing to the ears; not too loud cause i can still hear the occasional vehicle passing by the parking lots.  


It's been raining since i stepped out of office this evening.  I had to run up again to get my umbrella which was purposely left in the drawer lately due to the weight (plus rasa malas nak bawak sebab jarang sekali ujan).  I tried to beat the human traffic, managed to get into the train after two minutes waiting and stopped at the third station to change to another train.  It started to rain heavily.  I walked as quick as i could and managed to squeeze myself to the waiting train. Public transport commuting can be tiring; the pushing and stench could easily change anyone's desiring mood to rush home.  Strange that i wasn't distracted by the hectic surroundings; perhaps because of the mp3 songs and the pleasing view of the raindrops by the window.


I had never realised and appreciated rain as much as i did today.  How it can change the sullen mood, the heaty street and how much blessings it brings down together with every drop.  I had purposely walk in the drizzling rain to my car. The few minutes exposed had caused me flu and headache; hence the reason to snug in bed early.


...and i was asleep halfway writing, nak sambung balik mood dah lain sebab dalam opis kannn...muahahhaaa... Tq pada tuan punya gambar tu, ntah sapa...nak letak gambar sendiri takde.

~ apa la agaknya kesimpulan post ni...??? ~