I was watching drama korea tadi when suddenly i saw MatBlurr online. I tegur dia, asked if he's still in the office. He said yes. MatBlurr is a colleague of mine; junior banyak tahun. Dia ni memang la tersangat2 blurr, he's always on deep thoughts all the time. Time2 dia gitu buat la lawak banyak mana pun; kita ketawa tergolek2 atas lantai pun dia boleh buat dek je.
I felt pity jugak kat mamat ni kekadang; especially today where our day was fully filled with discussions, meetings etc. Ini rare occasion je ni, time takde apa nak buat, sampai tak larat nak berlakon mengadap komputer; but this week and probably for the next few weeks we have lots of stuff to do. In a sense bagus jugak, i've been idle for quite some times, it's about time to be a bit productive.
MatBlurr was assigned to do a proposal which is due tomorrow. He is supposed to just change here and there sebab we already had a proposal for the same kind of project; but as usual, MatBlurr spent most of his time staring at the computer screen & papers as if by looking deep into the paper maka the whole thing akan jadi sendiri...hehe. I finished my task for the same project by lunch time, so i had plenty of time to do other pending things. I did asked if i could help in anyway, walaupun i tau my work would've been sia2. He's the type yang selalu tak puas hati dengan kerja orang lain; so, i can almost imagine that if i helped him with the proposal, he'll definitely redo the whole thing again. Anyway, sebab kesian, i sincerely asked if i could help; of course he said no.
Problem is; that's not the only thing he has to settle before tomorrow. We have a conference this monday; and there's a poster to finish by tomorrow. The poster was supposed to be done by the client (sebab tak ke diaorang yang berebut2 nak letak nama kat depan, so...buat le kan); but since mc#1 (one of the client) suka menangguh2 keje tu, maka hari ni jugak la dia nak jumpa & discuss with us. He texted me & thru phone jugak said that it's quite difficult to discuss alone with MatBlurr, so he wanted me to be around jugak. Well, i said okay; but i jugak tanpa rasa bersalah telah sound dia sebab dia buat keje ni last minute. I telah hasut MatBlurr suruh mc#1 datang esok pagi je sebab i wanted MatBlurr to finish up his proposal but he insisted to come to our office today jugak walaupun hujan lebat kat luar tu. Kesian MatBlurr; bila i cari dia masa mc#1 sampai he was somewhere at the back of our office; head down, entah apa dia pikir macam orang bini lari dari rumah. I don't know how long the discussion went on sebab i left them at 6.
At this hour, i wonder if dia berjaya siapkan keje dia tu. Dia memang jenis last minute. Now i wonder if semua lelaki ni memang suka buat keje last minute ke? Imagine...MatBlurr pernah came to the office at eleven, his presentation package tak siap, and we were supposed to have presentation at client's office at 2. Not only that, on top of the presentation, we had to print out the slides as handouts. I can't imagine the chaos; sib baik i wasn't there at that time. Few days back, at 8.30 in the morning dia kelam kabut print stack of things untuk miting pukul 10 at client's place. I campak my bag and tried to help him bind the things tapi cam biasa, dia tak percaya orang buat & cuba nak buat semua benda sendiri.
I wonder if semua lelaki macam dia ni ada masalah dengan time management ke? Ni harus2 kalau ada bini nanti, bini yang bersiap lagi cepat dari laki ni... (hehehe...). I told PK the other day, and she assumed that MatBlurr ni ntah2 schizo dak? PK even told me to jaga2...mana le tau kot tiba2 MatBlurr tengah pegang pisau ke hapa. hmmm...kekawan opis, do come and check on me once a while ye, mana le tau...tetiba je i dah keras kat situ...muahahhahaa.
Friday, March 26
Wednesday, March 10
jeles...or desperate?
Semenjak CikSecretary mendirikan rumahtangga (cewahhh...serius tu bunyinya...), maka my pesbuk wall telah dipenuhi dengan kuiz2 kawin, status2 & komen2 berbau dengki and jeles oleh BiniBos (ie 'bini' kepada BosTua). Her comments clearly shows how desperate she is; i think orang yang takde kena mengena pun can easily smell her jealousy.
Kalau baca komen2 dia tu patutnya i rasa rendah diri or seharusnya panik sebab dia yang about twelve years younger than me dah panik2 sebab tak kawin. mmm...what can i say? You choose samada nak panik and make the big fuss yourself; or...relax and stay calm and look into the bright side of it. Alhamdulillah, i have never (yet), so far, felt stressful atau panik tak tentu hala because of my single status. I sometimes wonder if i'm the one yang tak berapa normal; but, looking at every angle of this issue, i think i'd rather take my own sweet time and not pressure (or torture) myself just to satisfy others perception towards me.
BiniBos purposely bought something...errr...shall i say cheap? and for me adalah agak memalukan to give such present to someone on behalf of the company. I'm not being materialistic whatsoever, but her actions, comments and words clearly shows her immaturity and eagerness to kawin. Her comments seems to be lebih menjurus ke arah2...mmm...how should i say this? (...maklum la, i ni kan pemalu; tak reti nak sebut2 benda2 gini..;p *batting eyelashes*) well, ayat2 dia agak tak sopan la kalau nak di tepek kat wall pesbuk tu...hahh...kan senang. Alahai....kesian sungguh. Kenapa la kena dengki kat orang yang kawin...i wish i could tell her that; tapikan, i'm positively sure that kata2 tu akan mengundang jelingan maut plus ....'elehhh...sendiri pun tak kawin...' dengan mulut yang menjuih...hmmm.
If anyone could give me reasons kenapa perlunya rasa jeles kat orang yang kawin, please do. Ini bukan sebab2 kenapa tak perlu kawin tau...cuma sebab2 kenapa kita tak perlu jeles pada orang yang kawin...don't get me wrong here..;p
satu : don't we all believe in qada & qadar? It's written; and kalau ada jodoh kita, sooner or later ada la (in my case would be much, much, much later....or maybe takde langsung? ...hahha)
dua : i believe we should have valid reason in every single thing we plan to do. Nak masak...sebab, nak makan; nak beli kereta...sebab senang nak berpoya2; nak kawin....sebab?? and that sebab to kawin must be thoroughly thought through (mmm...ada dak ayat gini ni...?). Kalau agak2 sebab2 kita tu tak berapa nak kukuh lagi, so just keep on thinking, think and think... (hmmm...i can write a whole entry on this just one point..)
tiga : unless orang yang kawin tu your bf, then there's nothing to be jealous about. Sebab, if they are happy, doesn't mean that kalau u yang kawin dengan laki tu, u'll be as happy as them. If that's your bf, then lupakan je la, no point berebut orang yang sama unless u plan to be the second, third or fourth wife.
empat : should u feel panic sebab umur dah makin meningkat...well, memang la kita makin tua, but apa la gunanya nak kalut2 and push yourself too hard; main sapu je mamat/minah mana yang lalu depan mata; lepas satu, satu relationship tak berenti2 (ewahhh...macam mengutuk sapa ni...?). The point is, bagi la tempoh bertenang kat diri sendiri and think wisely betul ke u nak kawin dengan dia and not just because everyone else sekeliling dah kawin maka u pun dengan kalutnya sauk je sapa2.
lima : apa nak jeles; u have your own bed to yourself. Idak le bergolek ke tepi berlaga dengan orang lain kannn. Tu tak termasuk lagi kena buat benda2 double; cam basuh pinggan, sudu, baju, lipat kain...
enam : apa2 pun, sila la refer to point satu.
If only BiniBos would understand that being married is not the only way/reason to be happy, secure and loved; then she'd not feel intimidated and jealous. Alaaa...apa nak jeles2 lak...dia kan dah ada 'laki'...
Kalau baca komen2 dia tu patutnya i rasa rendah diri or seharusnya panik sebab dia yang about twelve years younger than me dah panik2 sebab tak kawin. mmm...what can i say? You choose samada nak panik and make the big fuss yourself; or...relax and stay calm and look into the bright side of it. Alhamdulillah, i have never (yet), so far, felt stressful atau panik tak tentu hala because of my single status. I sometimes wonder if i'm the one yang tak berapa normal; but, looking at every angle of this issue, i think i'd rather take my own sweet time and not pressure (or torture) myself just to satisfy others perception towards me.
BiniBos purposely bought something...errr...shall i say cheap? and for me adalah agak memalukan to give such present to someone on behalf of the company. I'm not being materialistic whatsoever, but her actions, comments and words clearly shows her immaturity and eagerness to kawin. Her comments seems to be lebih menjurus ke arah2...mmm...how should i say this? (...maklum la, i ni kan pemalu; tak reti nak sebut2 benda2 gini..;p *batting eyelashes*) well, ayat2 dia agak tak sopan la kalau nak di tepek kat wall pesbuk tu...hahh...kan senang. Alahai....kesian sungguh. Kenapa la kena dengki kat orang yang kawin...i wish i could tell her that; tapikan, i'm positively sure that kata2 tu akan mengundang jelingan maut plus ....'elehhh...sendiri pun tak kawin...' dengan mulut yang menjuih...hmmm.
If anyone could give me reasons kenapa perlunya rasa jeles kat orang yang kawin, please do. Ini bukan sebab2 kenapa tak perlu kawin tau...cuma sebab2 kenapa kita tak perlu jeles pada orang yang kawin...don't get me wrong here..;p
satu : don't we all believe in qada & qadar? It's written; and kalau ada jodoh kita, sooner or later ada la (in my case would be much, much, much later....or maybe takde langsung? ...hahha)
dua : i believe we should have valid reason in every single thing we plan to do. Nak masak...sebab, nak makan; nak beli kereta...sebab senang nak berpoya2; nak kawin....sebab?? and that sebab to kawin must be thoroughly thought through (mmm...ada dak ayat gini ni...?). Kalau agak2 sebab2 kita tu tak berapa nak kukuh lagi, so just keep on thinking, think and think... (hmmm...i can write a whole entry on this just one point..)
tiga : unless orang yang kawin tu your bf, then there's nothing to be jealous about. Sebab, if they are happy, doesn't mean that kalau u yang kawin dengan laki tu, u'll be as happy as them. If that's your bf, then lupakan je la, no point berebut orang yang sama unless u plan to be the second, third or fourth wife.
empat : should u feel panic sebab umur dah makin meningkat...well, memang la kita makin tua, but apa la gunanya nak kalut2 and push yourself too hard; main sapu je mamat/minah mana yang lalu depan mata; lepas satu, satu relationship tak berenti2 (ewahhh...macam mengutuk sapa ni...?). The point is, bagi la tempoh bertenang kat diri sendiri and think wisely betul ke u nak kawin dengan dia and not just because everyone else sekeliling dah kawin maka u pun dengan kalutnya sauk je sapa2.
lima : apa nak jeles; u have your own bed to yourself. Idak le bergolek ke tepi berlaga dengan orang lain kannn. Tu tak termasuk lagi kena buat benda2 double; cam basuh pinggan, sudu, baju, lipat kain...
enam : apa2 pun, sila la refer to point satu.
If only BiniBos would understand that being married is not the only way/reason to be happy, secure and loved; then she'd not feel intimidated and jealous. Alaaa...apa nak jeles2 lak...dia kan dah ada 'laki'...
Tuesday, March 9
cuti-cuti
There is nothing more soothing to my ears then listening to the sound of waves. I`ve never got bored to ocean, beaches and sea breeze. No matter how much i hate the feeling of the sands between my feet and how pain it feels when the sun biting on my skin; but i would never hesitate to have fun by the beaches. Being by the beach always reminds me of the good times when i was working at east coast; teringat pantai je terus boleh pegi. Sekarang ni, teringat pantai je ntah bila2 baru boleh pegi. I had always dreamed of having a weekend house by the beach. Just a small house; rumah kayu yang cantik...something like rumah dalam iklan adabi tu, but modern inside; where the front door is facing the sea. I want a house with big verandah, where i can sip my morning coffee watching the sun rise....cehhh...berangan pun tak guna gak kannn.
I`ve planned for a short break with PK and encik D since end of last year. I almost canceled the plan. Macam2 benda makes us both berbelah bahagi nak go on with the plan ke tak. PK dengan hal2 dia. Mine pun sama jugak; plus the usual feelings when i have to leave the FCs, jugak rasa bersalah sebab terlepas wedding CikSecretary. Sehari sebelum pegi baru la i rasa macam okay & feels that we deserve this break. This is the first cuti for three of us together after PK got married.
We took cab from house to airport; arrived at Penang after about 40 minutes and since we didn't plan about our transportation, so in the end we decided to take public bus to town. I think this is my first ride naik public bus after 17 years. The last one i remembered was naik bas mini from Bangsar to OldTown to my house when i was in first year at uni. Lepas2 tu, i terus lupa diri sebab ada kete putih buruk tu. The journey from airport was about an hour. It was exciting; maybe sebab dah lama tak naik bas, so kitaorg macam jakun sikit; but i've enjoyed the ride sebab lain sikit dari kebiasaan bercuti. The first day was spent kesana kemari 90% jalan kaki. Second day, encikD suggested that we rent a car; maybe dia dah bosan dengan kitaorg yang asyik menapak ni...haha.
We spent two nights at two different hotels. Saje je nak try macam2 hotel. Dari dulu, bab2 nak cari tiket, cari hotel , booking tiket wayang adalah kerja i, so sama la this time pun; cuma this time i baru tau yang cari hotel thru agents adalah lagi murah dari booking from the hotel itself. Nothing much was done due to the extremely hot weather over there, lagipun this is not our first trip there. PK and me used to berpoya2 dengan kerapnya dulu. Pantang je ada cuti mesti berjalan. Kadang tu takde cuti pun, setakat our 1 day off tu pun jadi jugak berjalan. Cuma semenjak we moved back to KL ni aktiviti berjalan2 ni dah berkurang. There are many things to consider kalau nak berjalan sekarang ni. PK, sebagai orang yang berstatus Mrs, of course kena check schedule kekeluargaan dia (is there such word?); i plak kena check sapa yang free nak jaga budak2 kat rumah tu. So, possibility nak berjalan jauh2 secara spontan tu memang agak tak berapa boleh nak buat dah sekarang ni.
Kalau di ikutkan hati...memang la rasa meronta2 nak gi bercuti lagi. I have long list waiting; duit je ilekkk... If only i'm married to orang tua kaya mana2 & takyah pegi keje; maka i would definitely spend my days berjalan2 kesana kemari. Of course at that time i have bibik yang boleh jaga budak2 kat rumah tu la kannn. mmm...PK, bila la agaknya projek europe kita tu nak on...
I`ve planned for a short break with PK and encik D since end of last year. I almost canceled the plan. Macam2 benda makes us both berbelah bahagi nak go on with the plan ke tak. PK dengan hal2 dia. Mine pun sama jugak; plus the usual feelings when i have to leave the FCs, jugak rasa bersalah sebab terlepas wedding CikSecretary. Sehari sebelum pegi baru la i rasa macam okay & feels that we deserve this break. This is the first cuti for three of us together after PK got married.
We took cab from house to airport; arrived at Penang after about 40 minutes and since we didn't plan about our transportation, so in the end we decided to take public bus to town. I think this is my first ride naik public bus after 17 years. The last one i remembered was naik bas mini from Bangsar to OldTown to my house when i was in first year at uni. Lepas2 tu, i terus lupa diri sebab ada kete putih buruk tu. The journey from airport was about an hour. It was exciting; maybe sebab dah lama tak naik bas, so kitaorg macam jakun sikit; but i've enjoyed the ride sebab lain sikit dari kebiasaan bercuti. The first day was spent kesana kemari 90% jalan kaki. Second day, encikD suggested that we rent a car; maybe dia dah bosan dengan kitaorg yang asyik menapak ni...haha.
We spent two nights at two different hotels. Saje je nak try macam2 hotel. Dari dulu, bab2 nak cari tiket, cari hotel , booking tiket wayang adalah kerja i, so sama la this time pun; cuma this time i baru tau yang cari hotel thru agents adalah lagi murah dari booking from the hotel itself. Nothing much was done due to the extremely hot weather over there, lagipun this is not our first trip there. PK and me used to berpoya2 dengan kerapnya dulu. Pantang je ada cuti mesti berjalan. Kadang tu takde cuti pun, setakat our 1 day off tu pun jadi jugak berjalan. Cuma semenjak we moved back to KL ni aktiviti berjalan2 ni dah berkurang. There are many things to consider kalau nak berjalan sekarang ni. PK, sebagai orang yang berstatus Mrs, of course kena check schedule kekeluargaan dia (is there such word?); i plak kena check sapa yang free nak jaga budak2 kat rumah tu. So, possibility nak berjalan jauh2 secara spontan tu memang agak tak berapa boleh nak buat dah sekarang ni.
Kalau di ikutkan hati...memang la rasa meronta2 nak gi bercuti lagi. I have long list waiting; duit je ilekkk... If only i'm married to orang tua kaya mana2 & takyah pegi keje; maka i would definitely spend my days berjalan2 kesana kemari. Of course at that time i have bibik yang boleh jaga budak2 kat rumah tu la kannn. mmm...PK, bila la agaknya projek europe kita tu nak on...
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