Saya yang sakit belakang

So, I am the one...datang tak la awal but always among the earliest to go back. I kan duduk jauh, anak pulak lapan belas...susah tu. Do I feel guilty? Yes, sometimes. But most of the time I know that I did everything I needed to do, and I know I did my work fast.


Working with one old man is challenging...imagine working with two. Both have their own ideas. Yang tersepit orang yang kat tengah2 ni. I was asked by the new junior; kenapa A & B macam so and so... Ahha...observant jugak budak ni. While B tries to make A seems like the bad guy; A pulak chose to work his own way without saying anything about B to the young interns.


I think dealing with people is the hardest thing to do. Computers won't say anything bad about you, nor will it bark at you back. Habis teruk pun hang, which is what usually happen to me. Maklum la, who am I to get a super duper power machine kan... I tried to make most of what I have, remove the partitions & make use of the external hardisk; actions which required the 'hardwork' of our IT person, aka 'bos tipu' CikSecretary & PuanSH. And today, after installing a new programme..it happened again. My half day work was gone. Sapa suruh tak save kan. Adakah saya rasa nak mengamuk? Surprisingly no. I was frustrated, yes. Maklum la, it was my first time using that software, so I spent many hours menggodek and straining my eyes, but I managed to stay calm. I told my friends & I dapat makan sekeping pizza, and I continued doing the work again..hehe.


Now, while waiting for PK to pick me up at the bus stop, I wish I have more energy to clean the house, mandi etc. I jugak teringat yang I promised my sister to send her things to my parent's place...supposed to do it yesterday..nampak gayanya hari ni pun tak jugak la kot ni. Hmmm...and I wonder if my mirror will be delivered tonight? ...i'm feeling tired already just thinking about the messy home...