haha...lawak betul! i went to my parents place this afternoon. i found few boxes yang penuh dgn my lecture notes zaman2 dolu, mmm...ada la lebih kurang 12 or more years ago. Diaorg tengah renovate rumah tu, so itu la yg terjumpa macam2 benda tu. Well, of course dalam membelek-belek what to keep & what to throw tu macam2 benda merepek & kelakar yg i jumpa. Yang buat i nak tergelak tu bukan sebab lecture notes tu...tapi i also found a box of letters, cards, bookmarks, postcards & barang2 yang seerti dengannya. Can imagine how 'muda'nya i ni, zaman kad-kad, surat bagai...haha. i found a letter by my adik angkat at that time (haha...kelakar! lelaki, of course) saying how sorry he was sebab tak dapat nak jumpa i on the last day at school (i was form 5 masa tu). Then i found a Hallmark birthday card from my ex-bf which i suspected dari zaman tu lagi bahawa dia songlap je kad tu, bukan beli pun! Then i found another card from him jugak, kad raya yang ala-ala jiwang gitu; with a note inside asking whether i liked him?...hahaha, tang tu la yang buat i tak henti-henti gelak. Kenapa la agaknya would a 17 year old guy beria curi kad, beli itu ini for a girl...betul ke dalam umur macam tu orang dah tau rasa 'chinta'. i personally think that itu semua terikut-ikut rakan sebaya je..
mmm...reason why i dengan terpaksanya mencari & menyimpan my lecture notes yang dah berzaman tu ialah sebab i memang kena refresh my knowledge yang semakin hari semakin teruk karatnya. When flipping throu the notes, baru la i sedar betapa banyaknya benda yang i dah belajar dulu, but then, mana perginya memories tu? Kenapa la bila i selak2 notes tu i tak ingat langsung pernah belajar topik tu...what confirms that those are all mine is that the ugly hand-writing, the 'secret codes' @ short-forms which only me could understand. How on earth did i managed to memorize semua tu untuk jawab soalan exam? Ye la...walaupun lepas abis exam semua ilmu tu meresap keluar sama laju dengan langkah kitaorg berlari keluar dari exam hall; but still...?
Tapi kan, memang la...bila kita di mamah usia ni, our brain tends to erase some of the 'used space' sebab semakin lama semakin kurang 'free space' dalam otak kita...hehe.
Wonder...does my furry companions have their own memories...?
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